i hate the past.
but no matter how i hated it, i could never turn back to change it.
should i hate myself for being so useless or that idiotic mistake?
oh, the naivity kills.
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ARGH!!!
I'M SICK!!!
NOOOOO!!!
NOOOO!!!
why?
i drank shiying's water when she was sick T.T
ah... so much for my big talk for being strong.
at least i feel better now.
yesterday was hell. *shivers* (don't wanna talk about it.)
visited the doc last night.
he said that i would have fever for about three days.
and i cannot exercise from 19-21.
damn.
i guess that i can still shoot at that time ;D
no harm, i guess.
i would not be coming to school tomorrow too ;D
but i am gonna use that time to study abit of japanese.
yay!!
but, before that, i need to finish doing my jianbao ;x