i do not know.

i do no think.

i do not blink.

i just sing.

love is the most ironic thing around, isn't it? bitter laughs, bitter smiles, they say it really takes you miles. but y'know, in reality, a heart-break does not send you plunging down. it just makes one even more beautiful, even more valuable. life really sucks, huh?

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hm... have been thinking a lot these few days. ona-chan's recent post made me think about stuff. haha. funny, huh? my mother always says that at this age, as this time, teenagers are trying to find out who they are. ah... i really don't know how to express my thoughts... hm... let's just say that i feel like i'm living the life of many different people. y'know? mood swings. hm... ah... never mind. forget it. let's get back on track ;3

went to giant last night!! boy. damn crowded o.o walked around and got lost umpteen times ;x i have a really bad sense of direction y'see. roamed, walked and I'M SO SORRY TIANEN!! I COULD NOT FIND YOUR GLOVESSSSSS!!! my sister did not tag along >;C she was too busy making out with her computer >;C really. damn irritating and insensitive man that girl. if you wanna critisize, mind your grammer. bitch. it's a cold war out there. better get a coat >;3

expedition today!! at three. at school. i'd get a few shades darker!! but not dark enough for ameen, huiqi xD i'm so quite happy with my results ;3

geography: 31/50
maths: A2 (i think ;x)
social studies: 30/50
history: 22/50 (i don't give a damn anymore~)
chemistry: 56/100 (CARELESS MISTAKES BY THE TON!!! >;C)

and the rest i don't really know ;x i really hope that i can get an A1 for my physics. a FIRST A1 for my physics, to be exact ;x i never seem to do well in that particular subject. SCREW it to death >;3

ah well. gotta check, double check, triple check, quadruple check, quintuple check my back pack now. i don't wanna wake up one day and go all OH NO!! I'M MISSING AN UNDIE!! or something like that ;B

heyhey, cheer up ona-chan. you still have me ;3 you'll pull through, i know ;3 keep that smile hooked on your face eh? ;D though for now, i'll smile for you ;)