sometimes i just feel like turning my back on everything and stop giving a damn about it all. but then i think again, what's the point?

kinda having a mixture of blue, yellow, orange and black now. i don't know. it's killing me. inside out. but there is this warm feeling there. so i guess that i can pull through, i guess that i can still survive. i'm thinking of changing my blogskin. but i've chosen so many good ones that i do not know which ;x i've reduced it down for four but when i look back at this skin, i don't feel like it anymore. damn. it's scary to be so indecisive, y'know?

good luck, m'dear ;3