Music saves the soul. ♥

Netball today. Urgh. I sucked. Everything was OUT. My throws, the way I run, me penalties, and most of all, my mood. I don't know. Mood swings are an everyday to me but I think that 'she' is calling back to me again. Problem is, I don't want to go back. Flirting? Neh. Too much time and effort. Worrying and wallowing in self pity and self criticism? No way. That's so 'I'm-so-emo-I'm-gonna-cut-myself'. So no way, no in fuck's way are you coming back and neither am I going back. Go away.

I ♥ my book. It's AWESOME ;DDD Oh. And did I forget to mention that SS homework sucks to the core? It's kinda difficult to do >;C but I would PERSEVERE and SURVIVE. Funny, they say that after doing stuff for a long time, you learn to love it like shit. We've been studying for, what. More then ten years for most of us? But majority of us HATE it to the CORE. Really. Life's full of contradiction and hypocrisy, huh? Just like yours truly. >;3