Reality is all too scary.

I ran.

No, wait. I am running.

Tall wheats slashed at my hip and hair flew into my eyes as the wind attacked me over, and over, and over again, unrelenting.

What was I doing? Why was I running? I do not know.

I just rapidly replaced one footstep after another, heart drumming loudly in my chest, threatening to jump out of my mouth.

I burst out into an open field at last, away from the violent wheats but not the bashing winds. A lady in white stood not far away from me, her long, flowing black hair lifting slightly once in a while whereas mine just kept being swept into my face.

I continued running towards her. The sense of urgency was getting stronger with each heartbeat.

I reached out towards her, my hands outstretched. Frantic. Scared. Shaking. Shivering. Just wanting her to turn around and comfort me.

Turn around, she did. But her hollow, unfeeling eyes did not register me. She just cocked her head to one side, as if studying me, smiling an angelic, innocent smile that did not reach her cold eyes,

"Who are you?"

My breath stopped. All time stopped. Even the wind died down into the background. A voice broke the stunned silence, one that did not sound like mine though I was the one willing my mouth to move,

"Mother?"

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Heyyo ;3 thought that the internet wire was kidnapped but when I saw my sis online, I was all WTF?!?! O.O ah well. Busybusybusy these few days. Lazylazylazy too. Tiredtiredtired also. Bleh. >.< sigh... Cafe has been opened already. The food looks kinda appetizing. But the price is just awesome. Oh-so-awesome. >.> idiots. We are just students for goodness sake. Not some rich bitches and bastards to rip money off. Zomg. Imagines if Mdm Maureen Lee reads this post. HAHA. xDxD When the cafe closes down don't haunt me 'kay? Because I know that I'm not the only one saying this~ ;3

Just picked up my courage and went to the tution's counter to tell them that I'm quitting. Came back to angry faces from my old man and woman. My mum had high blood pressure. She looked terrible but did not say anything. My dad just kept quiet. Once again. It's getting really old already y'know, old man. And it's pissing my off. I felt kinda guilty, actually. They were very against me quitting my tution. But, god. It's E-MATH. E on top of that. It's bloody easy. And I've been scoring 'A's in forever. While I failed my chemistry. I do understand that they are worried, but can't they just trust me, just this once, that I would do well? Sigh... Don't want to talk about it anymore. If not MY blood pressure would go up too.

Piano. Urgh. Let's just stop talking altogether.

And so, I just ran.