You know those times where you suddenly felt so, so alone?

It's not that I'm looking for someone to hold. It's not that I want someone to hold. It's not that I want to stare into someone's eyes and only think 'Damn. You are so, goddamn hot.' No. It's just those kind of feeling that suddenly, just so suddenly everything seems so far away from you. That everything is just out of your control, inevitable, unstoppable. I don't know. I don't know you any longer. How can I start to know someone, when I do not even know myself?

Damn. Emo blog post after the exams. I want to go out. And I want out. Nao. :C