(sunshine). Finally found me :)
; Friday, December 17, 2010
; Friday, December 17, 2010

You know the feeling where you thought you'd felt some way all along but all of a sudden, everything comes to light and you realized you've actually felt nothing about it at all? That you've actually been fooling yourself all along, just like in 'love the way you lie, part 2', "'cause you feed me fables from our hand". You've just been doing that very same thing to yourself. It's stupid, yeah. I know. I don't know. But it kinda feels sad to suddenly wake up and find out that something that you've always believed in, something that you've always lived in, something you'd always had was never there to even begin with. I'm not spouting any religious stuff here. No. I'm not going into god and stuff. Let's just say that I'm not the kinda person aye? :) I don't know. But accompanied with the feeling of sadness that what was there was never really there at all, there is a feeling of being released. The feeling of being freed from the shackles of those childish beliefs. To finally move on, get tangled in something and come out untangled again. It's life. And why do I 'talk about life so much now a days? Dunno. Heh. Potential career as a philosopher :D lol :)