I closed my eyes and faced the sky, opening my arms wide and embracing the murky gray phenomenon that mother earth gave us from time to time; rain.

It hides the free, azure sky behind it's dark blanket.

It hides the tears that stream from my face, washing them away like nothing's happened.

It brings out a rainbow that comes out after everything's cleared, whisking away all of the pain, shedding light into the darkest areas on earth.

But as I have described, it only happens on the surface. Whatever goes on within, is something that takes very much more then just a light shower to clear away.

Yes. It has happened. So what?

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I saw this advertisement on facebook. It was advertising this toy and it claimed that you could 'hold a rainbow in your hand' or something that is somewhere along that line. Now kids can hold rainbows. I'm envious. I don't really know that kinda crap am I spouting today. Maybe it is due to the decreased frequency of me updating my blog and stuff. Ah well. Ah well ah well ah well.

What do you know of me? You think that you are the only girl in this world that has her heart broken before? Hey. Wake up. Smack your face and face reality like you have never before. Stand up and survey your surroundings. There was, are other people just like you. There are so many other guys out there that are so much more better then just HIM. Heck. I've met so many of them right after him and I'm so not regretting it. Lucky? 'fraid not. It's so common man really. Take a good look at everything around you for once. Stop being so one-track minded. Clear that damn head of yours and look. Ninety degrees, one-eighty degrees, three-sixty degrees I don't care whatnot. It'll just be better then that zero-point-zerozerozerozerozerozerozerozerozerozerozerozerozerozerozerozero degree that you currently have fixed on him. Stop drowning yourself in self-pity and calling for help but reaching for no one when all of us are just by the bank.